I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING LE..
Friday, March 6, 2009
ENOUGH IS SEROUSLY ENOUGH FOR ME!!!!! I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IAM GOIN TO BURST OUT ANYTIME NOW!!!!! THIS FEW DAYS HAPPEN SO MUCH STUFF QUARREL WITH MY FRIEND,FRIENDSHIP STUFF AND MY PERSONAL STUFF!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I AM SUCH A IDIOT THAT ALWAYS GETTING INTO TROUBLE AND CAUSING IT...CAN ANYONE FEEL HOW I FEEL NOW?!!!!I DUN FEEL LIKE CARYYING ON THIS KIND OF LIFE I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE BACK TO NORMAL BUT IT JUST DUN WORK OUT!! I CANT TAKE IT YOU KNW!!! I FEEL LIKE LETTING GO THINGS THAT DOES NOT BELONG TO ME..AND JUST BE MYSELF BUT WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN AND HAPPEN AGAIN..I AM SERIOUSLY VERY TIRED OF EVERYTHING DUN FEEL LIKE THINKING ANYMORE!!! AH........I JUST HATE EVERYTHING U KNW THAT HAPPEN AND TIRED OF IT I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM THE PROBLEMS I AM HAVING NOW!!!!THIS CARRY ON I WLD GO CRAZY...AND BREAKDOWN I FEEL LIKE CRYING U ALL KNW...MY FRIEND AND I DOES NOT SEEMS THAT WAY IT USE TO BE AND IS SO DIFFERENT, BEING SAID WAD IS UNTRUE AND MY HEART IS IN A MESS!! I AM SO LOST IIN DIRECTION NOW,CONFUSE AND SERIOUSLY TIRED...THINKING HOW T MAKE THINGS BE THE SAME BUT IT SEEMS CANT BE DONE, SELENA AND FIONA THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME...MY EMOTION NOW IS ALL MIX UP I JUST WANNA DO MY THINKING BE LEFT ALONE...I AM REALLY REALLY TIREDTHINGS THAT NO MEANT TO BE MINE I WOULD SLOWLY LET GO TILL THE TIME IS RIGHT...I SERIOUSLY GOIN TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN, GUESS A FEW DAYS LATER I WLD BE FINE FOR THE TIME BEING I JUST WANNA GIVE UP EVERYTHING I HAVE NOW,MY HEAD IS JUST FEELING SO HEAVY AND TIRED NOW I CANT TAKE IT LE, MAYBE IS TIME FOR ME TO DO SOMETHING ABT IT LE..EVERY WEEK SEEMS TO HAVE THING HAPPENED TO ME. I CANT SURVIVE IT AND TAKE IT ANYMORE, I FEEL LIKE CRYING U KNW LETTING EVERYTHING OUT IN MY HEART BUT THERE IS JUST NO TEARS!!!!TO ME THIS IS A UNBEARABLE FEELING,, WHEN CAN I EVER PATCH UP AND MAKE THE THINGS BE THE SAME FOR HER,,HOW CAN I DO STUFF TO MAKE IS STABLE,,I SERIOUSLY FEEL TIRED SICKENING AND ENOUGH OF IT..TO SOME THEY FEEL IS EASY NOT TO THINK ABT IT BUT I CANT JUST CANT!!!I WANNA SORT OUT MY TOUHGHTS..SIGH TIME FOR ME TO BE SOME WHERE I AM SUPPOSE TO BE I WANNA RUN AS FAR AS I CAN!!.... I FEEL SAD,SORRY FOR THE FRIENDSHIP AND EVERYTHING..EVEN TOUGH SHE SELDOM TALK TO ME AS WAD HAS HAPPEN SO ON I WLD TRY TO TAKE AND KEEP IT BOTTOM...FOR NOW I AM REALLY REALLY TIRED FOR EVERYTHING LE VERY TIRED LE,..AS WAD THEY SAY MAYBE LETTING GO IT WLD BE A BETTER CHOICE LIFE REALLY HAD CHANGE MUCH FOR ME SINCE THE BEGINNING YEAR!!!IS REALLY TIME FOR ME TO RESTART STUFF LE,ALL MY FEELING AND EMOTION IS ALL MIX UP, TIRED I SERIOUSLY JUST WANNA GO TO A PLACE THAT CAN MAKE ME FORGET EVERYTHING..I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE LE CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE,TOUGHTS
I AM REALLY SPEECHLESS AND DAMN TIRED OF EVERYTHING LE.....AND I MISS YOU 4E1 MISS YOU A LOT...I DUN FEEL GOOD MY MOOD IS DOWN...I REALLY MISS THE TIME I HAVE.
I LOVE TO CRY IN THE RAIN AS NOONE WLD KNOW I WOLD BE CRYING...FEELING TIRED FADED FEELING WITH EVERYTHING..SOMETHINGS THAT IS BROKEN THERE IS NO ONE IT CAN BE MEND LE AS IT WLD NT BE THE SAME ANYMORE...
When you get caught in the rain with no where to runWhen you're distraught and in pain without anyone and you feel so far away That you just can't find your way home You can get there alone It's okay, what you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mendAnd every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faithAnd I live one more day and I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down don't you dare give inYou will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastlyAnd you'll find what you need to prevail What you say is
I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mendAnd every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And when the wind blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid There's nothing you can't face And should they tell you you'll never pull through Don't hesitate, stand tall and say
I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mendAnd every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
I can make it through the rainAnd I live once againAnd I live one more day And I can make it through the rain (Yes you can) You will make it through the rain
With love, Your name. @ 3/06/2009 11:31:00 PM